Cold Feet

I'm thinking of cutting mine off
I keep thinking
Does it give me Hope
False hope ??
Not one word spoken since.

As to Why

I know there's an answer
I want to get at it.
That answer
I know none of you know what im talking about.
Maybe just one.
We'll leave it that way.
Just like me.
Left in the Dark.

This California sun burns,
And its Freezing outside.
The sky ablaze.
I blaze.
Consumation.
Un-holy Lust.

I like her better when shes mine
Thats when my chest is free to breathe
and my mind is free to think
She put this on my wrist............