Can We Have it Our Weigh

What do I say to that?
Blatantly put.
So elloquently
Like the thots that lay back in my mind.

I repeat it repedatively.
This word and that.
She just stopped,
and I kept going.
I turned around and she was gone.
How i wish she would have stayed.

I do not know her

I do not know her

and for the record. I'll say it one more time
Not allowed, aloud.
But in my mind.

She thinks I don't,
I think I do.

She runs away from all thats hopeful.
I will not be this worker bee
forever.
For I will Make something of myself
for all to see

And I'll have children.
Little me's and her's

How about it?
What has become?

Are we qualified to make all these assumptions,
Or are we just practicing without our Licenses?
I swear that someday I'll amount to something,
But until then I'll live my life through grams and ounces.
40's and 1.5's

When I first awoke

I weighed in @ 9 lbs. 10 oz.
what a big baby
I still am