in escape

its been a while since ive done this

last night was a mirage

i dont know if thats how you spell it
but it takes up most of my time

why cant you understand
inter personal beings
messengers of faith
frame up the intangible decisions that we make \
hold accountable
mistakes
that never let us go
accept the innevitable

i want to be there again
with her
but this time im constricted
by boundries beyond my control
i have done this
and she did this to me
i am a man
i will stick to my word
"be" it

Wishing well

My imagination runs wild
rampant
and unopposed

Pose for the picture
look natural
If taken at the right moment you will be locked in time forever
Precious moments
Monetary gain

For some
To the rest of us the world
What is it that makes a decision?
a vote?

Is it your opinion?
Is it the right one?

The choice to make is yours
But live it wisely
and do make it

For you are the only one that can

No one can decide for you the path to walk

Or the trail that leads you in the right direction

If all could stand still and make you whole
Gradually getting higher growing taller
Taking steps
baby steps at first then growing into leaps and bounds
I want to help you get there
Realize your own potential

Not lead but encourage
I love it
It makes all the difference in the world
We'll talk for days
and share our feelings
Our strong emotions
Letting go of inhibitions and giving gifts straight from the heart
Connections like these are hard to make
And even harder to hold onto
Yet when it feels right
It almost takes no effort at all

Not 1 part is missing

atrocities
Men of power
I have nothing to say to you
why dont you take me out and shoot me
so that I can save face
It's futile

This cold and growing Darkness
So futile
I makes no sence to light your home
I need a a prayer

We all need a prayer
One solemn vow to God above, may save our souls

Isnt that what you believe?
All that you believe in?
Then Why cant we do it
Why cant we just save us all?

Theres no love in lust
And no trust in living liars
theres no past when all is lost in losing all

if you cant appreciate what you are given on this day
then you will never understand what makes us whole

ditto

cold hands
Ice cubed fingerprints
reserving one last ciggarette
for feelings
Nights just like this

Portrayals
dreams of un-turned wheels sit starkly on the side yard
Sying if youd only fix me we would be much better off

but when on earth will it be likely
When on earth will we become
something that the wind wont snuff out a
and that we could rise above

you give yourself up for a heartbreak
and your soul up to the moon
if anything could save your face
would you assume that you coul hold it?
that you could touch it?
that you could even keep it near?

the only process that could cleanse you would be simply
perservere
on through the darkness
and be welcomed by the light
ive got a picture perfect answer that would never question why

still written....

I've got a simple solution
He said simply stating his name
we could clean up all this pollution
And live in rolling hills with growing green grasses

If we dont do something now
we'll simply stumble back home
Drunken through big city streets
hopefully not falling on our asses

Take deep breaths and hold them
through tunnels waiting to reach that white light
We could all make a wish and
see them realized at night

Suppose we did this
And darling we succeeded
Somehow wed lived forever
Securing ourselves in little ones
versions of me and you on their faces

Excellence
Perfection

In this second verse I'll project a feeling of contention
Hold no contempt just pure recollection
Times were better back then
No saying that now they are great
It's all in what you make it
The next step lies at my feet

Rough "poorly done"

I take these trips
Hour long drive to therapy
Hours of polluting so that I can become whole
I take my time
I never let up
I give in to the powers guiding my existence
They keep me up
On nights like this when blood pumps strongly through my body
All of my veins
All my existence never heard of such a story as I tell
But who's to say
Whos to tell you any different
Whos the one that makes the rules and tells you no
Im not appologetic so dont think ill tell you sorry if you want something you damn well better take it
If not then fuck it
let it go
make a move and let her know that you mean buisiness
thats what im doing
It takes some time
I need to prove myself
before i Succomb to failure

Who am I thinking of
Who always slips back in my head

Tall tales and short lives

I want to live where palm trees grow
Actually I dont
I want
to be where the sunshine slows
and nightime seems as tho it didn't
ever start

or stop
I listen

To the wind
it whispers stories
forgotten fables of existence

We've built up quite a strong resistence
to nature
so much that
we hurt her
So much that she fights back
No-doubtably she'll win

But while you can
I suggest you take a deep breath
And breathe in fresh air
if, You can

For those of you that can't I'll take a dozen