I in the fire

For it is deep inside me The red flame blue But that's not a bad thing It's the law The simple understanding that we have And she wasn't bad She wasn't good She wasn't worthy I know I never shouhave And I was lonely She broke the mold Said she was starstruck But that gets old I'm fucking great at reading signs Attaining things I shouldn't know As well as being the stain that won't wash Out and all the better for your soul So many ways to look at it and That's what all of you lack I'm content and contents flood me I'm sure of everything I lack And now that's you And girl I had you And I didn't spend a cent The one regret I do have tho Is tainting sacred places with your stench This one for some reason holds such animosity I'm not sure why but then I'm lyin I knew exactly what the cost would be So I got up and started trying But would you look at that lol We make our beds And I'm tired of laying in mine and I'm not afraid either I just know what's ahead what's in store? I don't expect anyone else to understand until theyre ready