Sunday, February 24, 2008

Errrrrrr What?

Im salting my wounds
But the pain almost makes me happy

Saturday, February 23, 2008

The Fungus Among Us

Unique
I think
Oh,
you've got me.

You've got me all wrong.

I was made in his Design.
DivineBrillianceandGrayce

Like Him I will Be

Maybe you can find traces of me in others
But This dime
Lives alone in his surroundings.
Ive never found things quite so beautiful
As I did when i was High
Altering perception
For hours on end.
It wasnt ecstacy
It was better
And you will never know until you try

Sure , sure, I believed you

(I actually did).....
(but that's another story)

Yes 'oh yes
Tonite feels like a good night for typing words
And clicks, a humming machine beneath my finger tips.
I will put onto you what has been inside me.
Most will never even be read,
Some get over looked.

Loathed?

Liked?

Deep in thot,
Where in the puzzle do I lie?
The peice that you know exactly where it goes from the beginning,
Or that peice that when youre done you just cant seem to find?
That finishing touch.

Like the hands of a lady.
One that seems so sincere,
Sinister?
No sincere.

Thats the right word.
Now
Back to streaming logic
All hesitation set aside,
I wish you no ill will my love
We are now even
Now give her to me
You made me who I am
is this a line that you write us all.
One and only you. Because you are you in me without me.

Boy, you sure know how to choose'em
Cause you can never let them go.
By god they're all so perfect you could stand them in a row.

Good taste, he has.
And they all tasted great ;-)

Oh Boy.

Hypocrites and Hand grenades

And suddenly it all fell into place.
Two fates sealed.
Each in their own envelope.
But with the same kiss.
Different mail bags,
and different carriers.
I will not say goodbye
But I will miss you
I will not take a chance to ever come back here again.

I know that is a lie.
Lie
Lie Lie
Lie
Lie

It is my home and I will never be gone too long.
Love drives me away,
But i have big plans.

To get myself positioned,
Directly under the stars.
The sky will spin around me,
I won't be dizzy

Will you?

They all resemble me.
Kind of funny.
A fetish?
Yeah, I think so.

Ramble,
I like talking to myself in code.
See what you can interpret.
I'm sure that you might crack it.
No amature am I? Perplexing.
But like I said


Or,
was it......
I dont know exactly.
But we all deserve whats coming to us......

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I always want You with Me

each passing day brings me closer to life
each setting sun brings me closer to death

The moon is always full
In step with day and Night
It holds hands with the earth
Our earth
we stare from afar

It lights up and we smile to know its there
a constant reminder that we are not alone

Its comforting to know that someone loves us

Can We Have it Our Weigh

What do I say to that?
Blatantly put.
So elloquently
Like the thots that lay back in my mind.

I repeat it repedatively.
This word and that.
She just stopped,
and I kept going.
I turned around and she was gone.
How i wish she would have stayed.

I do not know her

I do not know her

and for the record. I'll say it one more time
Not allowed, aloud.
But in my mind.

She thinks I don't,
I think I do.

She runs away from all thats hopeful.
I will not be this worker bee
forever.
For I will Make something of myself
for all to see

And I'll have children.
Little me's and her's

How about it?
What has become?

Are we qualified to make all these assumptions,
Or are we just practicing without our Licenses?
I swear that someday I'll amount to something,
But until then I'll live my life through grams and ounces.
40's and 1.5's

When I first awoke

I weighed in @ 9 lbs. 10 oz.
what a big baby
I still am

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Amazing ______ (Fill in The Blank)

[Hint: it's the name of a song]

did you think I not know this
I felt every inch of it
pass Before my eyes

I stood in disbelief
And Hid myself from the sun
Its rays scorch the skin

The "power of moonlight" soothes
and so I shall

And we shall
All be happy

I'll be happy
show my teeth
My God She is beautiful