Tuesday, August 12, 2008

To Meeeeeeeeee

She holds onto the future
And she holds onto the past

I will not let it ruin all thats been
and all that lasts

Ill keep myself from going under from what's never meant to be

Cause life itself is rolling thunder minus all
The Flashing

The Constant Light shown In the dark

That leads my way through the unknown
I give Thanks
To all i saught out
And in time what has now grown
To be a Blank and empty Question
Mark-
ing
all that's never been

If I can keep this poem going then I'll know it from within

Ill know
the purpose of my
sentece
Not so selfishly ammused
And to the right of my.

I dont know,
so i will stop and then assume

The position
a premonition in the dark
not my submission
but
if you listen
what will
start

once again
i'll mend this track for you to cross

that last sentence made me realize that i wasnt
worth you waiting for
. But
I can smile
as you pass and hope you smile
back at me
at least remember when we shared
one life
one being
one
just one more thing

goodnight
and sweet dreams

Monday, August 11, 2008

Dreams Make wishes Come True

This one i thot out.
Not enteirely.
But for the premise.

Sometimes i wish in 3-D,
And when I sleep I see the shapes
Come to life

All it takes is a little imagination,
Hope,
And mainly fear.

Ive got a notion,
Burning brightly in my mind,
A sleeping potion.
Concocted soley from past lives,
and past times

Flavored memories,
and salty skin
remembrance and reverie
I've held within

It fakes itself,
and makes me happy.

Tho when I wake I'm
Less than whole.

If you would let me,
Just like fate

I take a toll

I collect it

And dispense a heaping portion,
of desire
conflict epic notions
Of what sould have been

Take the time to think
and never let the feelings go.

Cuz ive learned this much

what you care for will in time grow.

Don't give in.

and surely

Dont ever give up
Rome was not built in a day

Neither were
The
Pyramids
The great wall of China
The pentagon
Or Tall Tall Trees

We need to Nurture Nature
and let our lives Blow with the breeze

That will surely surround us
evry time the wind duth blow

I make no sound
But
Let me show you
And You'll know.........

LOVE.

Its way to overpowering

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Gorgeous does not grow on Trees

I dont know how I do it.
Maybe I have have too much confidence?
I know i have too little.
Either way with liquor,
(Liquid)Confidence
I'm bound to break.
It's innevitable.

Innevitability is not random
It's an,
Udeniable fact

So take that
Mister individuality
You need to,
Speak out,
To be heard.

I found that out the hard way
If you keep on talking

At some point
They will listen

And if they did before
And they got bored
Youve got them hooked

Keep on talking
For they will listen once again

Master the art and know how not to lose them
Wave, my brother

Waves......

My good man.

Keep on breaking on the shore
She sells sea shells down there
So go buy a few and let her know shes wanted
Plus they really are beautiful shells

And i know my shellfish.

I want to name this YES

That was just a rough copy
plus this can go anywhere else in the book that you like
altho i know you only work it in progression



Maybe you should try something new?
Words just spill out
Its cool.

Like.....

In-vertigo, what is that?

Where's that sommer dress?
she does....
...'nt

Know me like she think she does
I'd kill to see her look Like that in person.
She doesnt have an once of fear
And only if i had her here
I'd make her feel like she's
ONE
in Fifty million
Altho she doesnt want my love
Romantikly
She softens up
and gives in for the knight (thats me)
she knows she likes it
Forever and a day

Ive been

So far off and away
Not within.....
reach
Nor easily at her Disposal
Sometimes thats all it takes

A bright white light
And lovely lanterns that always
give me away

As I'm walking out the door shes regretting this once more
This union.

But my pride,
drives me home @ 5:30 in the morning
That time we spent alone, we shared a blanket
and one of us cared enough to wake up and get on with life without warning

I still believe myself
There are better ways to do this
Like smile-ing

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Pergatory

what are you creating back there?

A blast of deafening hot air?

No.
Not something that will hurt anyone,
but something that will save us all.

well i dont know what it is you're talking about,
and i dont think that you do too.

So....
what i'll do,
is keep my eyes open,
and my ears open,
and my mouth shut.

Riding on a bike doesn't do anything good,
when youre swallowing bugs every ten seconds.

especially beatles.
Ya..
The beatles have all been digested.
There's not time for anything else.

They are what the are.

Beatles.

and they get what they get.

if thats sub standard
then I guess that is so.

is this the whole story?

I thank you for listening,
I just want to keep this going.

You know.
Going.
like, non stop

alright?
ALLRIGHT!

A cord connecting us all

Blue,
is the color of water.
and i dont know what im doing.

I keep putting this into text,
For no reason at all.

I dont want to keep anybody up.

And im not.
I'm only keeping myself from falling asleep,

fast.
asleep.

Alone in my surroundings,
Acidic values.
Not suspended in material motion.

Don't act like you know what im talking about,
I mean.

Like i know what im talking about.

I dont know what im saying,
I just know that its different,
and that makes all the difference.

Indifferance

My little swimmer.
My little fish,
Above the land and in the water.
Please take my hand.

Ive got the scars to remind you.