well..........?

this is just for me
for you
for us
for the person that you were
for the one youll never be
for the one we could have had
whose life was snuffed out by the wind
who blows like billows on a skyline parting just before we sinned and made our first attempt at madness
made our first headlong drive
our first touch
and now they ask us was it worth it
what did you find?

I found escape inside a body such release i felt in you
so close i was to getting out of my own skin and make it through
to that other world that binds us to ourselves that guiding light
that weight that breaks our backs in some respects that one that shows us right
from wrong
from good and evil from sneaking suspicions to all out aggression
who is it that tells you what to do?
who is it that asks you the questions
when do you give them the chance
when do they ever prove you wrong
im waiting here

What did she mean to you?

yeah she was
and it bulit up inside me
evry second spent beside her was, one
I never will forget
I never wanted it to end
but in the end i knew it likely
and it never shall again
be like it was
like it could have been
like i wanted it to be
like id like it to be now

im not amazed
i was confronted
with such desire that i couldnt hold it in
in times like these we find our true selves
the parts that make us whole
then we can ask ourselves after
make ourselves
better
happy
happily ever after
seems so far off after now

can you teach the children
to laugh and play

I can
teach myself
but theres no way to really tell

so hold your face up to the light
let it dim as the flame flickers
flashes
frightened you disappear
good bye
and so long


ago

it was

lovers in love

if someone were waiting for you
would you feel it
could you tell
without them telling
tell me
im not that far off

i cant be
I never was i never will
who was it that last asked you this question
has anyone asked it at all
have you ever spent the night alone?
doing what
nothing you can speak of so give up
speak out against the wicked
the truth dies upon your lips
as they go numb
on your face
on the only part that holds a frown
or a smile

a burst of energy makes you glow
a light in the darkness

hmmmmmmm
why is it that now i have nothing to say
nothing that makes Me want to speak out
I have no light to hold your attention
no clever words that captivate and oppress your vision
the minds eye

i think that at night time

the eye that sees into your soul

who runs dry like the desert?
the dismal sand and sullen dunes

frown upon your graces
or grayces

for all of this

entitled WHOM?

not I
nooo,
no no
not I

i Want no part
I take no prisoners
in part im like you
and in many cases not
Not at alll
Noot ever so slightly
not at all likely
Dont make me I beg of you
Blatantly press your lips to mine and kiss
draw from the fountain
and renew that broken sultry swoon