hope Full

i dropped it once before,
looks like, I'll
be do'in it, once again

cause she wont,
let me stand beside her
she just likes to say my name.
out loud,
when we're alone together,
both nakedly in vain
fighting feelings and emotions
lord don't even
know
where to lay the blame

so he punishes us both
and covers our dark days with rain
leaves the sunny days
so hot and dry
it always ends the same
and when im
feeling so much better
know
itll happen once again
just waiting
for
the time my life will end

Zone dimension times SIXXXXXX

silly at times
this love can
riddle my head
with grand illusions

Bitter at times
im searching on
for something more

Not left far behind
im in the pack
and cant fight notions

suspicious of everyone
For not one moment goes to waste
when dead alone is something more

A state of mind and never being
Ive got you right
and
Im
a
bogus looking mess

Please let me and my options
hold you slightly
tight enough to not let go
and this is where it's at
what it is
it is
is
is

illusion

this time im writing you to ask you all a favor
something strange inside my head
The dialogue in question
and a rather off beat flavor
spill my guts and fall back to the earth once more

If you had to
would you want to
when you open up your heart
im not a man of simple pleasure
but in depth and outstretched fingers

I cling tightly to the rope a binding light and lasting love
note
I hold you above the rest
in this moment in this life

After all it is a New Year

And to that I bid you gracious
Gratuity?

What's with all of these questions?

I tell you now
for you are right

In a world with open doors which one should thee choose

which one
should rightfully
lead you to that light in which to stand

show off your energy for the sun
It burns so brightly in your eyes
Do you remember the time?
Like a child of convenience
We all concede to make a mark
a land for which to stand
where all can play a part
Ill-tempered confusion
sit and be still

willful wonders and Wrong-Begotten Woes

whoops
I didnt mean to drop that
I wasn't paying attention

Yes I know I should have taken better care
And yes there were tings I could have done
But is it?
Whose right is it to say?
I ask these questions all the time
I seek the truth
but wo is it that has the answer?
I gotta stop telling myself that you do
Cause you don't
take me with you
Ill be happy where you are
Ive been so happy for so long
Fleeting
Follower
Tending to his herd
Of cattle
like sheep
On ending sentences with phrases
bottled up and held so near
to
the
hip
in
a
flask

ahhhhhh
stiff drink
taste it on your tongue
the bourbon
sweeter still
is a kiss
in the light

Incandescent

The need to be
Trite In essence
not too worn out
but encrypted
in what?
to what?
one may ask is your buisiness?

Eh?
Im not sure...
Just posing a statement for you to fragment
into position
akward at that
Do you remember the time

Oh which one

I felt so out of play-ce
Hackneyed and indifferent
to whom should this entitlement bear fruit
I keep asking these questions and I really don't intend on getting an answer but I'm sure one exists
Somewhere
well id like to give it a go
Attend the service
entertain the idea
My idea
I have no Idea
tomorrow's just another day
aint it
Oh the title's just a word
It holds no significance
Nor holds nobody's interest
If it did it would mean to oppose

these modern Marvels

And we're all looking for the fall
A degradation of the senses
To have

will

pull at our strings

Tug
and tell us where to go
Whichever way might seem fit for suvival
if it has to be it will

Life pulls at our hearts
we ponder giving up and in

on loved.....

on love
on loveless deadends that dont lead to nothin

On lifeless roads that take you nowhere

on promising ventures that promise you the world

Oh!!!!

Only if I had the nerve
to let go
to be all that I can
To will the way
Direct it to me
Live in speech
In numbers in a line

In a long list of shortcomings and progression
To spill my guts is what I mean

On the floor
I can clean them up
No don't
I don't mean to put you out
Seriously Ive got this under control
You need not expell any energy
Ive got this