El Pato <(:)>The Duck

We live the high life
and never getting enough for ourselves
Dont't know what pains like
because we always fall back on or wealth

Now that youre gone
I can go back to liking the day
Oh girls I wish that I Like
Liked the night

And if you only knew just what to say
I might as well believe that makes it right

Dont think its funny
Cuz im not laughing

And if you play me for a fool once again
you know what happens
Specially cause no one knows wher you are
Or where youve been

I take this lightly
It gives me freedom
It gives me peace

Oh peace of mind

I can speak freely
of my feelings
and get them out so I feel allright

Whoever reads them
Can see into them
they can see whats going on inside my head

They can interperet
Oh if they
so wish

And they can understand me from whats being said
I like to Fall
Its what I do
I lose my balance and crash
into
nothing

P.S. initially i was going to leave this blank

Post script,

But coming before.....Going

I was a little late on the draw.
I drew a blank that time and you held it against me
The barrel pressed to my skull

Unlike others that I know
Someone had given me the right

I'm not going to exercise it,
But
Just know that youve got it.

And I was correct,
In knowing nothing at all

Nothing remotely related to the topic of talk,

Interest me in the ways of the world

Bind us together and no one shall fill full
Or in essence Fufull

For what do these spoken words speak
Than to intensify her feeling

Ya I said it, but im not sure what you meant
Do you Mind explaing?
P.S.
you can do it on your own time if you'd like

That girl wore me out yesterday
Well this morning as well
Could it have been last night maybe?
i guess

A spot on the screen
*
"There do you see it?"
It looks like a smudge

tho it could be an asterisk

At Ease

Supposedly the night sky left its mark upon the day
But I don't see it
Im not sure where i should look

Where shold I be looking?
If anybody knows
Or can
Tell

Then
Please
do

It was like a storm
And she tore through the pack

Strewn across the floor
Was his heart

Im not sure if that adds anything to the story
But then again
Im not sure that anyone is gonna care

I like to smile
And i crack myself up

See Im smiling right now as we speak
I hope it rubs off
Just not in eraser
the kind that turns pages white

......As you were

Hey your teeth are showing

Alone???? You tell me

So hopefull
an imposter

stealing
thievery and spite

in case you dont want to look
ill spell it out

and day by day the thots progressed

are we headed in the right direction?
Well I dont know captain
It sure seems the right of way
Well Dammnit im in charge
yes sir you are right
Well i already know the answer
Uhh sir?
you asked the question
God dammnit i told you to be quiet already!
Shut the Fuck up you idiot
Im not going crazy!!!!
Who said that

Thats it turn this boat around
Sir youre driving

Youre making me angry

Do I have to do everything myself?!


Ahh now thats more like it
The scenery is so picturesque
oh and those quaint little houses
how they remind me of America and my youth
My childhood.

Are we headed in the right Direction??
...
.....
.......
.........
Well are we???
Somebody??? Answer me !!!!!!

Hello?

Is anybody there

Without bindings,Null the senses,Lash out against the sensless,Add the least amount of sentiment

all Ive ever really longed for was freedom
Abound in hopes and ways
Teeming hilts the madness
so riden
lost
and safe
Condemn the other side
oppose sit
surely
will this fail?

On the other hand
Naked flesh
afoot
aloof in height
not fit for flight
they all come right before the other
in a boat
under the stars

if you dont ...
..... .. ....
Im not sure
im never sure
are you a safe bet

rather hopeful

Well I can never find you
So heres to looking
I think im gonna go and buy a bottle

That wont help my mindset
But it beats sitting on my ass another hour

At least in 20 minutes i'll be happy

And for a day
so far away
so long ago
i miss the ocean and it's smell

Stuck living here
a slave to no-one
but living here is almost worse than I could tell
Im not living lightly
not seeing blindly
not asking questions
never getting a reply

Please dont excite me
i get excited easily
and for the record i just seemed inclined
to catch you

that time you called me
out of the blue
i was taken back
its been long since ive been high

Fear and self Loathing

After another breakdown and Blow-up
I'm still not sure if you understand me

But i know
I understand myself better
And,
this world that surrounds me.
I'm ascending this ladder

Age,

Plays me better than you do

So I choose to walk this world alone,
Im at home

in my comfortable surroundings

Finding relief,
in reposeable sanctions