Sole Purpose

at least now i have something to say
Express
afflict
effect
You should
Be Here
Maybe.

I would keep you safe.

Some shut eye

when i need to i Cant
and when i want to it fails me
sometimes i think that i can but close my eyes only to open them.
when the sun is rising i can and when i need to get up i close my eyes effortlessly it torments me,
sleep
and laughs in my face
masochist in all that I do.
sadist.
Some love mercy
some love pain
where are you?
you might just like it the way youve got it.
And thats fine by me

Get me through this.... FUCK!!!

as you can see
Lately
Ive been struggling
not filled to the hilt with words to spill out
emotion
Less
Regard
Why did you make me so bland
the dismall truth is that i needed it
needed nothing
under grad
under paid
under the influence
what should i do now?
what should i be doing
I fear I have failed.
I fear i have made a bad mark on my page.
But this is here for me
Mine It is and it will always be
look in upon
peer in upon
laugh
and realize what youve known all along
i respect that and so I shall laugh along side you.
I too will smile back. Hello.

not tired

tomorrow is today
the next day we strive to follow
we dont know where our keys are
and our minds are never with us
will you follow me

will you take me with you
i want you to
i want to go where you go
will you touch me
will you make me feel like im amillon dollars
time takes its time
days pass

and i do too
leave me
here in my surroundings
leave me here
to be with you
alone in my space

i need it
i have no trouble with that
its me and the moon

up with the sky

up with the letters
they start with a and end in e

i wont make you
i only want it to be
a lie
and i will taste your lips
live with that
take in all i can
all i can of you

i will just like you

i will kill
with no remorse.
with no thot of whats become
i will leave in the dust,
what has been and now whats done
do not
i dont
and never will again
i tell you
scream you
bastard of a son
a child
a sibling
a symphonic being
be me
be.
me.
intervein
and i will listen
forget and i will thank
i will,

I

will

kill.
cold blooded killer
take me out.
for i will keep
every soul i can

my screen masks,
like all that ive worn
for i am not torn.
im in the greatest place on earth
listen closely
you will hear my worth pound in your head

im ahead
a head
and youre alone
do you get that?