Lead And I will Follow-:-Follow And I will Lead

Not everything has its price
But Last night i par-took in a pastime that does
We Give up one good thing for another
and we dont know what we had until its gone

I had better feel better by monday morning
that marks the day that i begin to run
Run for my life from the demons
that chase me

I will sweat out the fear and take back all I can
I will quit breathing in darkness and exhaling smoke
if not forever.

Then until the sun retreats early again
but I hope that in time
I will be back inside of her

the future is written
on back of these hands

That cling tightly to,
desire,
memories, maturity
annuity. fertility
insight
a cure for the able and willing
i wish you well my
sweet survivor
pushing on in a state of all states
a country among countries that can effect
the whole world

you are here and I am here
and I Am a constant
although the only constant is change
we can build a better being if we change in the right ways
do not forget or block out what
puts into perspective
the life that we lead
and the life that leads us

Who What Where When Why

i sit in the sun thats made its mark across my back
and the ocean churns slowly with each passing breath
the waves compete constantly in a contest of anger
pushing and pulling the land

the girl who put an X on my soul
Has brought out all I tried to hold in
Though introvertedly solemn
I still seem to be

Ive been touched by the warmth and the grayce of her hand
In time i will realize all that it meant
Until then I will strive to
Better

Better a whole
better it all
everything has its purpose
its time in the sun
Its time to shed light on the darkness of night
a beacon
a hope
a fire ablaze

so burn
burn out not fade away

I will walk your line until my feet bleed
and I become weary

It seems i am destined for solitude
for just as long as ive been along side of you
I now have been walking alone

It is OUR fault.

what sets us apart from the beasts is our conciousness
Though we are unconcious
of the effect that we have

of the strain that we put on all that lives along side of us
we torment the earth and pollute the air
our waters are rising
swallowing land and in spite of this
we pro-create life
in search of whats fair

Our fare is un-paid to the mother below us
this earth that we dwell on
has right to be scared
for if we dont stop and take heed to the signs of lust
driven by greed and hate
we're so unaware
dont hide from the truth
it lurks quickly behind us

there is no escaping
no safe place to run to
why lie to ourselves
why bluntly not care

It can only mean that we are not deserving
Un-deserving of this garden of eden
its engrained into our minds by the book of our father
who sent us out to fend for ourselves
when she dis-obeyed his code

Whose fault is it??
His or Hers???
Mine or Yours?
Share in the blame..
And Bask in the consequence..

Instantly Amused (My Muse)

I want to sing.
With all the birds in the sky.
The ones that never touch down.
I want to bring happiness into your life.
And,
Please you with sound.

Be my princess,
My Queen,
The keeper of my heart.
I will make you a box to keep it in.
A labor of love.
Intense feeling,
I want to send your mind reeling.
On a string that never ends
Infinite connection.

There are so many things i want to tell you.
Tell you...

And so it must be,
I cannot see it any other way.
Do not give me the time of day,
But be that time.
Of day and night.

True
All i ask of you is to be true.

Me and you.

Grammatically corrected
You and I.

I stand tall.
And hold my ground,
The rock,
In the river.
No current can carry me,
Her waters make me smooth.
Run your fingers,
Down ....

Is love like this?
Is our love like this?
It is no secret.

Plea,

We will be stronger.
I will travel with you in this world and through the next.
Be the one I know,
And do not ever change who that you are.

Times of The Night

4 oclock
and her recent contact has given me a contact high
send me to sleep
send me to be with my dreams
i hope that i may have some
break me off a peice of that
im not asking

Keep Kyle waiting

once upon a time
there was a girl
who lived at the top of the world

Once upon a time
there was a boy
who drove every chance that he got
just to be with that girl

but to no
avail
his wishes they wernt ever granted
cuz she lied
yes she lied
wont you lie
next to me

i lie with her
and i feel so comftorble
i cant see....

i cant see

all the secrets
that she keeps

that she keeps
from me

dont you keep me waiting
on this floor 'im so cold

that i cant stop from shaking
evry time i go to sleep.